Mood. Not really, but kinda. I’m not sure if I’m pissed or feel nothing, but I really don’t like when people try to act superior to me. Especially in terms of an argument, it’s very much a low blow when someone might actually have a point and your only way of getting back at is by doing childish things… I’ve found that you like to project your issues and emotions onto me, so you don’t have to deal with them. I suppose we all do it, but it just hurts when I receive the butt end of the stick.. especially after how hard I try. I don’t ask for anything, but love.. Sometimes that’s just hard to receive. I’ve found that I don’t know how to receive and you don’t know how to give it. I can see in your eyes that you care, but your pride wins every time.. We’re stronger when we overcome the problem, not step over it. Sometimes I feel like it’s all too deep for you.. Too much for you to handle – overwhelming. But then sometimes I think you feel the same. It’s such a mystery with you; truly love-hate.. but that’s my driving force. The duality, the balance. As much as we clash, we also fit so perfectly. We let our egos control us.. Scared to let our guards down; but the connection never dies. Our love never dies. It can’t. That’s why I tolerate your annoying ass lmao ugh. I can’t stand you and I should be mad because you’re such a jerk, but you know I can never stay mad at you… That’s why you do the things you do and play these crazy games. You like to see how many inches you can take before it becomes a mile. You act like you don’t care to keep me coming back.. You like pulling my strings. Oh, the games you play… You know what you do, at every second in every moment of life. You are always conscious. And that is why I love you.