Hi guys. I just wanna start off by saying thank you to those who’ve read my blog and especially those who enjoy it. I really appreciate your support and kind words. Lately has been kind of interesting for me.. idk where I’ve been. Sometimes I feel like I’m straying from my path.. Sometimes I feel like I need to remain a balance.. and most of the time I’m just an extremist. Lol, but you know when you feel like you’ve been doing soooooo much good work and then everything just slooooooooows down. Why?? Sometimes it feels like the cosmic energy and sometimes it just feels like me. Sometimes I’m lost and idk what to do with myself. Oftentimes, I fear doing things because I have such hiiiiiiiigh standards to live up to. It’s like, I wanna do all these things and accomplish everything possible, but then it just feels so distant. Sometimes I’m just confused. Am I on the right path? Am I doing the right things? Who’s to say I am? Who’s to say I’m not? I guess that’s only a question I can ask myself, and of course, only «eye» know the answer.. but sometimes I just lose myself. Lose myself, in the mix.. Lose myself, in the tides.. of time.
I let life pass me by, so often. I believe it’s partially because of my environment and mainly because of my procrastination, but I spend so much time watching the clock that they’re just numbers to me. Idk. Time doesn’t affect me like most people, and «eye» know that I exist outside of this space-time continuum that we bind ourselves to in this physical realm, but at the end of the day.. This is the world I’m living in.
«eye» can’t run forever.