What is this love? This burning.. fiery love, that I have been so privileged to experience. What is this passion? This fire inside me.. ignited by your presence. What is this pain? This feeling of ache that suppresses my soul. Why do I succumb to it? Where do I go? I’m afraid of experiencing this love. I’m afraid of seeing this love as it really is. Is it love? Or am I blinded? Have I blinded myself? Am I confused? Am I lost? Do I need to take the rose-colored glasses off? I want to feel your presence because I get high off your touch. I get high off your love. You take me to cloud 9.. and then back to 81. I want to feel your love for me.. I want to experience intensity. I’m done being scared and I’m done playing small because I’ve decided that I want it all. I want to take risks but I fear messing up, so sometimes I preserve my fantasies of our love. I want to experience everything you ever had because the love inside me is screaming for the past. I want to search, I want to discover. I want to know you like no other. I yearn for your touch and I long for your kiss. I know I don’t need you but I do need it. Something about the fire we make just can’t be extinguished.. because when I look at you, I see all my dreams wished. I wonder if you feel the same.. or are you to leave me, lost in my pain? Because if you are, go now.. but if not, come closer. I want to know that your heart is where my home is.